Tay(lor)

Nov 08 2023

Nov 07 2023

Feb 18 2022

im proud of you for making it through all the things you thought you couldn’t. im proud of you for growing and becoming the person you are today. im proud of you for continuing to fight all your battles, especially the silent ones. im proud of you for getting through every day, even when it feels impossible. im proud of you, and you should be proud of yourself too because you are doing amazing.

Nov 11 2021

Struggling again. When will this terrible anxiety end.

Nov 07 2021

I’ve been struggling with anxiety so badly lately I thought typing it out might help..

Some days I feel like I’m treading water

Some days I feel like someone is pressing on my chest

Some days I just cry because I don’t wanna feel like this anymore

I can barely eat because of the anxiety nausea and I love food so this is a struggle in and of itself

I feel guilty for taking medication but it seems to be the only thing that helps. I hope my Lexapro will kick in soon and then I won’t need the lorazepam anymore.

I don’t understand how I let it get to this point. Ive never had this bad of anxiety. I just have to keep trying. Keep fighting. The doctors have checked me out and there is no other explanation other than anxiety and stress.